Healing the Holes in my Soul! How i Saved my own Life, Became Whole to Lead a Happy, Fulfilling and Joyous Life!
Oreste Daversa
Synopsis "Healing the Holes in my Soul! How i Saved my own Life, Became Whole to Lead a Happy, Fulfilling and Joyous Life! "
I Healed the Holes in My Soul. So Can You!As an Inter-Faith (All Faiths) Minister I started looking at the world one day and wondering why so many people are taking their own life. People well known and not so well known, people who, on the outside, look like they have it all but on the inside really did not have it all but were empty and in emotional pain, and the only way out was to take their own life. It got me thinking about my own life and I too have reached the point, several times in my life, where I said it’s just too hard to go on, it’s just too much.So I decided to tell others about my healing journey. Here are just a few of the things you will learn in my book:•My journey and how I plummeted into having suicidal tendencies throughout my adult life and how I was able to help myself•My supernatural experience with God and how it changed me•Exercises that I have used “in addition to and not instead of” working with mental and spiritual professionals to break the “Chain of Pain” in my life to help myself lead a happier, joyous and fulfilling life!This is my story, a man who went from “Holes” in his soul to being ”Whole” again. I sincerely hope there are tools in this book that help You on your journey. Whatever you are going through, don’t give up, there is always hope, there is always God. God will find a way for You where there appears to be no way. God has not given up on You, so you don’t give up on Yourself. I healed the holes in my soul and so can you!Table of Contents PageIntroduction17PART I – How I Got This WayChapter 1:My Childhood 21PART II – The Feelings and EmotionsChapter 2:God, Where the Hell Were You! 37Chapter 3:Your Feelings Will Wait…41Chapter 4:Pain is Pain, just the Wrapper is Different 45Chapter 5:Loneliness, Lonely, Alone…49Chapter 6:I’m Less Than… 53Chapter 7:Pain, Anger and Sorrow59Chapter 8:I Have Seen the Darkness – Many, Many Times… 63Chapter 9:Depression 67Chapter 10:Shame71Chapter 11: Rage!!!75Chapter 12:Addiction – My Crutch to Never Healing 77Chapter 13:I Fooled the World but Was Only Fooling Myself… 81Chapter 14: Meet My Longtime Companion – Suicide 83PART III – Recovery and RebuildingChapter 15:Adulthood89Chapter 16:I’m Not Damaged or Broken 91Chapter 17:Breaking the Chains of Pain 93Chapter 18:Wholenessand “Hole-ness” 97Chapter 19:Healing 101Chapter 20:Forgiveness 111Chapter 21: All You Need is Love 115Chapter 22:The Animal Kingdom 117Chapter 23:Mother Nature 119Chapter 24: Gratitude 121Chapter 25:The Spirituality of Suicide – The Spiritual Law of Karma and OtherSpiritual Realities 125Chapter 26: Discovering Our Life’s Purpose – The Journey Within 139Chapter 27:God Will Help Us 145Conclusion – It’s Not the End It’s a New Beginning 151Resources: Prayers, Meditations, Exercises 157Footnotes 188Bibliography 190
